Hello I am right here

so isn't it funny how sometimes you like someone and they don't even give you a chance not just that even get to know you... so there's this girl I used to go to school with she won't even give me a chance to hang out with or get to know her.... everyone that knows me knows i am nice guy but she still won't even give me a chance just to hang out reconnect that's all I'm asking for what I have to do? I guess what people said about her is true she is stuck up

laying your heart out

so when you want something really bad and you just cant have it what is the next step or thing to do....and i don't mean in a job related way....saying this because....well pretty much the title of this post sums it up for me...i cant get her out of my mind she just feels perfect...every quality is prefect...her smile...the way she talks to me the way she looks at me...i just cant get her out of me and tell her all that and hearing back that i cant be with her break my heart i know it may sound stupid to you but i am a sensitive guy i don't show it because i hide it really well but i have feelings and it sux everything i do, see , hear it always makes me think of her why do things have to be like this...i know i should be with her and that with her everything is right i know this my not make sense and you might be like what the f**k are you talking about but she is perfect in my world and i will always like her and much more i wish i could say that four letter word to her but i know i would be lying to my self and her if i told her that........i just needed to get some stuff off my chest i think i probably will be blogging about this subject for awhile....i just wish things could work out and i can be with her!

2010 in review! PART 2

So i left part with me telling you i was finally on air and doing what i wanna do which leads in to my other job i have to make some extra cash and that with the AZ Dbacks i got the opportunity to go to Mexico one more time and well if you read the post from 2009 its kinda the same story with a few things that i will leave out because they were to much to write ha ha! pretty much 2010 has been a good year to me after time of waiting and waiting to be on air and do my thang, lol... its been fun good and yeah i have had my down times during the year but other than that things are looking up and the future looks good! :) so there really is nothing more about this yr to write i sit here at my desk writing about 2 days after i finally have my own shift on LA KALLE 100.3 Sundays 1pm-5pm its a start and only gonna get better so please tune and keep supporting me the music is good on that station trust me you will like it....all my English friends they play some English music OK so yes you can finally listen! til next week or if i feel like writing soon...am out!!

2010 in review! PART 1

DAM!
Yeah that's what i mean because i completely forgot about this and well i think its good to start writing about what has been going on in my life and 2010....well to start off things have been going smooth, the year started off with a bang for me as you know i have been in radio working and my dream is to have my own show someday and to do that you have to be on the air...which is something i have always wanted to do since i started working in 2006 and i finally asked the Program Director at our stations (i say this because we have 3 stations - KHOT " La Nueva 105.9" - KQMR "La Kalle 100.3 - KOMR "Recuerdo 106.3") so i went in and i asked him if i could go On Air and right away he said YES...man i was so thrilled i finally got my chance to at least get my voice on the airwaves in phoenix....only problem it was gonna be over night...Friday midnight til 2am Saturday 2 hours isn't a bad start at least i was on and getting experience...and i have been doing that and filling in for DJ's when they are sick or need a day off and i love doing that and enjoying there is so much to write that i am gonna stop here and continue later on...stay tune there are some good stuff i got in my next part!

Dbacks Mexico Trip March 5-6 2009

So if you know me well, you know that i also work part time for the dbacks, I was chosen to go with the team to Mexico for an exhibition game against the WBC Mexico team in Hermosillo, Sonora (about 2 hours south of the border) So we left on Thursday after noon from phoenix to Hermosillo got in and got picked up by our driver which after he took us to the executive terminal were team president derrick hall was at. He saw me and like the shirt that i was wearing was introduce by my boss and he was really excited for us to be there after that we got back in to our van and was escorted by police to the government offices where Mr. Hall was presented with an award from officials from the town. We were then taken to our hotel to freshen up for dinner, at first i thought i was gonna share a room with my co-worker Naz, but then i was handed my own key to my room, i was shocked because this was no normal hotel, it was really nice! We had dinner at a really nice restaurant called "Sonoran Steak" dinner was really good, we had all the drinks we wanted and a really good appetizer, during dinner i got to meet some ppl with the dbacks organization that were present and got to connect with them, i had a huge rib eye steak for dinner it was Bomb. We then headed back to our hotel for the evening. The following morning we had breakfast and headed for the stadium, once we got to the stadium we loaded our bags onto the team truck which had all the team luggage and such, Got to walk in to the team clubhouse and talk to a few players that i know and man they are treat really well, so as ppl were coming in to the stadium we handed out team schedules and discount coupons so ppl can come support the team during the season! After that we walked around the stadium and gave kids dbacks pom poms, it was funny cuz girls were stopping us to take pics with them, they thought we were famous, During the 5th inning we waited in the dbacks dugout to go out onto the warning track and throw out squishy balls, now that was insane, we did that also during the 7th inning but on the Mexican team side! The bulk of our work was done we got to enjoy the rest of the game and eat some good tacos! Once the game was over we loaded up on the 2 different buses, one for the players and the other for the coaches and staff. Once we were ready, both buses were escorted from the ballpark to the airport, check through security and loaded the team charter plane back to Tucson the flight was quick had a burger on the way back and sat next to Miguel Quintana (Spanish radio announcer for the dbacks) never been on a plane like that first class seats everywhere and the recline pretty sweet! Once we landed we went through customs and got on a charter bus back to Tucson Electric Park and got our bags and came back to chase field where my cars was at! overall this trip tops out at the top was one of my best i will never forget it! I cannot believe i work for a Professional Sports Team and i feel really honored to be allowed to go on a trip like this!

First one!

Hey people what is going? So it starts here my first blog ever! I never thought i would be doing one of these things and what to talk about? I guess whatever i want! well i guess i should just talk about life! I am currently listening to music on my computer just reading up on stuff and what i am going through and let me tell you when your trying to get over things its tough but god places the right people in front to help you out and the are put there for a reason and sometimes we don't even realize it! i just wanna say thx to those who are walking this path that i am on! It helps to have you along for the ride and i know that god will bring some good out of all this. On to other things this past sunday the radio station i work for had our fall event in Tempe and while i was backstage working i ran into Henry Cejudo Olympic gold medalist and had a chance to ask him something and one was if he had his medal and yeah he sure did and i took the opportunity to hold and wear his medal, man did i jump on the opportunity because never will i hold or wear one! I will post the pic up so that you can see! well i guess this ends my first blog! idk what i will write or how often but if you wanna ask me anything you are more then welcomed to! Lates!!!
-Carlos